So not into writing today but I had to share some insight I received today.

God recieved Tim he did not take Tim…

Very big for me since I have been struggled with “God’s will” for a long time now. I hate it when people say it is “God’s will”, and a situation like this makes it clear that we just do not know the infinite spiritual world around us. And to box it up and say it’s “God’s will” is…ridicules in my eyes. For one: How are you certain? Two: That’s just an easy copout answer to make the grave situation sound good and fairy tale like. But for Tim’s case I not only take it as false but I interpret what they say as, God rather have Tim in Heaven then having him serve here. Stupid, you all know how Tim served God to a standard most of us cannot fulfill, so why would it benefit God to have Tim by his side rather then spreading His love and leading by example to a troubled city. Stupid.
Anyways I hope I didn’t misrepresent what [blank] said or meant to convey but that is a little piece of what I received this morning. And this not being the only thing I received but the others were to huge or too personal to bring up.
Love you [blank].