For the last couple weeks it’s been hard at work. I can describe it like newlyweds. It takes a while to find that communication between two people to produce solitude. That is what I believe is going on, I will not expound to much on this but there is definite communication problems arriving at my job and it frustrates me, because I love my job so much, I really truly do.
So the last couple weeks have been hard and I donÃt know how the next week will be since Sara will be gone for the whole week. I thought it would be nice to have an empty house where I could walk around naked and not shave, just kidding, but I do think it isnÃt going to be so much fun now that I find myself bored out of my mind and its been 4 hrs. Sara is my best freind and I have excluded myself from a lot of things that could create life style changes that would free me from my security blanket, my computers.
Martha calls me an old man and I think I might just be. I never want to go out and I always have to do something or work on something at home, and itÃs always on the computer. Look at this blog or the websites that I have done within the couple weeks. These things were continual long nights and weekends went into those and this because I had no idea what I was doing and I am a problem solver, I cant stand it when something is off just a little bit. So you say thatÃs okay those things are great and now your almost done, but its not okay because even though there almost done I will not be. If I do stop the work on the websites I will find something else to do or worse I will become the hermit.
What do I do?
I need help. Sara will continue to push me but my friends reading this, please help. If you missed me at an event make sure to Tell me I am an old man like Martha calls me, and make sure I have a good excuse. Because I love to veg.
